Friday, 01 June 2012
Good afternoon ladies,
As I mentioned last week, I was worrying about a spot on my vagina. Well, I became completely obsessed with the idea that I had herpes or an STD. My concentration on anything other than searching the internet (which was detrimental) was non-existent. Last Friday I went to a walk in clinic, they told me I had nothing to worry about but took swabs and such anyways. This week I continued to check myself down there far too often, I was washing my hands a million times a day which led them to get red and blotchy which gave me even more to worry about. I haven't been able to eat except when I literally force myself to. I did so much of my own "research" online that I didn't believe what the doctor said so I went to a Sexual Health Clinic this morning. This doctor also said she didn't think I had anything to worry about. Nothing to suggest herpes but the spotting before my period could indicate a bacterial infection but otherwise she didn't think anything was wrong. I will get back the results within a week if there is anything wrong. I'm feeling good right now and hope this feeling stays because I literally felt myself falling in to a depression. I bet this blog is surprising many of you. I didn't think I had the ability to become obsessive like this.
Today is turning out to be a better day. Hope you are all doing well!!
Here is a picture of my garden from earlier this week. Lots of flowers are blooming, I love it!