Monday, 14 May 2012
Good morning ladies,
I hope you all had a nice weekend. I definitely did. Friday night after work I went shopping with some girlfriends. I ended up spending about $400 on new clothes. Now I still need to buy some new shoes and also just make a point to pick up a nice shirt, pair of shorts, here and there. I don't really like shopping that much so I tend to "binge-shop". I love all my new purchases. After shopping we went to Montana's for dinner. I had the Southwest Salad and changed the steak to shrimp and it was so yummy. I LOVE using salsa and guac as dressing. I'm happy I tried it out because it was really tasty.
Saturday I woke up, made the bf and myself some breakfast, sat out on the patio and read a bit and then tidied the house. My girlfriend Chrissy who was in from out of town so she stopped by to see our place and meet my kitten. After she left I took it easy for a few hours and then got ready to go out. We went out to a bar, I got pretty drunk, danced a bunch, it was awesome.
Sunday morning I wasn't feeling all that hot but slept it off and was fine. I had soccer at 4pm, then had to rush home and get ready for dinner. We took our Mom to a restaurant at the Casino. It was really good.
Last night I was feeling oddly emotional and cried for the first time in a long time. I had my period for the past week and it had ended Saturday. Originally, my bf and I had essentially "planned" to wake up and have sex that morning. That didn't happen for one reason or another. Then we were hoping to do it Saturday night when he got home from shift, but I was already asleep by then. Sunday he had training at 12 noon and I wasn't feeling great, so he had mentioned before he left on Sunday that he thought he would be done by 10ish. He mentioned he may go for a drink at the Association but I still mentally prepared myself for him to be home at a decent time. I showered, shaved and was very much anxiously awaiting for the door to open. At about 11:35pm when he wasn't home yet, I decided to send him a message just to see if I should wait up or head to bed, he sent me back a sweet note just saying he wasn't quite done yet so I should go to bed. I am very much used to having lots of intimate time with my bf, but since I had just had my period for a week and I'm slowly getting used to his shift work (living together and barely seeing each other), I just broke down. Never for a second did I feel he did anything wrong, I just needed some intimate attention and was a baby about it. I wasn't able to fall asleep until he got home. We chatted a bit, he felt so bad that I couldn't sleep but that is on me. I need to learn to be able to sleep without him there or I will not survive the shift work schedule. He was so sweet and caressed me, kissed me, kept saying sorry but that it is something he has to do (hang out with the guys at the Association), he explained that the guys that don't get a bit of a rep and believe me, I get it. We actually ended up having sex last night (or should I say this morning, 2:30am) and it was amazing.
I was able to live without him for 3 months but am finding it hard working very opposite schedules and only being together while sleeping for multiple days. I know I'll adjust, just hope it happens sooner rather than later. I sound like a huge baby, I know.
B- Coffee + 1 egg + grapefruit [X]
S- All bran bar [X]
L- Salad + 1/2 orange pepper [X]
S- An apple [ ]
D- Shawarma [ ]
Have an amazing day ladies. Sorry for my rant.. xo